Day One–Hundred One (101): Wednesday, June9th, 2010
101) Consider The Accomplishments of Teresa Of Avila
Teresa of Avila was a medieval Spanish Carmelite nun whose desire for a deeper relationship with God eventually manifested as a result of her longing and effort. When she died, she left behind a rich legacy of devotional observations in her writings and her autobiography. Inspired by the Holy Spirit, Teresa yoked her desire to manifest a closer relationship with the Lord with intention and action, that is, her adherence to a physical life of strictest poverty and renunciation. Aligned in harmony with the Law of Attraction, she got what she wanted and more. In time, she shared her spiritual gifts through her books, Life, The Way of Perfection, and The Interior Castle.
Teresa assures us that those who practice prayer faithfully will receive all they ask beyond their greatest expectations and hope. God used her to rebuild and expand many convents and monasteries as she radiated smiles, humor, and goodwill amidst heavy crosses and conflicts. She wrote: “Anyone who has not begun to pray,(regularly and daily ) I beg, for the love of the Lord, not to miss so great a blessing. There is no place here (in the convent) for fear, but only desire.”
Tour (raining) >> my least favorite day(s) to do the tours, when it rains. There’s nothing pleasant about being wet from head to toe; sitting in a puddle on top of an open bus with a live microphone in your hand.
Sore Throat >> And, of course, developing a sore throat from the dampness.
Daniel had predicted the fall of Babylon and the breaking up of the mighty empire into smaller and weaker kingdoms. Nebuchadnezzar’s worst fears manifested within seventy years as the Persians invaded Babylon. Persia then fell into the hands of the Greeks led by Alexander the Great. Some might say that the Law of Attraction was simply bringing to Nebuchadnezzar what his fears and nightly dreams had attracted. Dreams can be incubated to elucidate some problem you may be encountering in a deliberate manifestation effort or to ensure that you are on course to achieve a goal. Likewise, dreams have been known to reveal illness, foretell births and deaths, and reveal breakthroughs in self-help and spiritual work.
Since I don’t remember much about this day . . . except it was raining and I made note that I didn’t feel well. I wanted to share a beautiful video with you.
Yes, I am a happy person . . . still, I long to share the journey with a significant other. I know it is already so. I believe my life partner, in the form of a soul mate is looking for me, too.
It is only a matter of lining up our energies and we will come together.
Of course, I am happy in my life. I am alone, yet, not lonely. I find pleasure with my theatre life, my friends. In fact, as I have always believed…the right guy will add to me life.
I certainly have a great life! I’m holding out for my hero to add to me life . . .
52) Beings of Light and Truth Appear When They Are Needed
According to Hindu thought, all of creation expands and contracts in cycles. Certain cycles are characterized by lightness and darkness. When darkness is upon the earth, holy beings such as the Buddha, Mohammed, and Jesus appear on Earth as light bearers to lead humankind out of the darkness, depravity, and despair back to light and truth. Some people believe that great and holy beings are always present and anonymously working to manifest good for the well-being of all.
Today is Christine St. Pierre’s birthday . . . she told us all she is 27-years-old, again! We had plans to celebrate tonight at an Italian restaurant with Eileen Murphy, Chantel Catapano and myself.
But, my job messed me up . . . bad. I was all prepared to join my friends to celebrate Christine and all. As I came off of my 3rd tour at 3:30 p.m. there were no other guides available. Problem! Big problem. Not only on this first day of spring, officially, was I sniffling, sneezy and wheezy…I had worn something a big nicer for the dinner.
We waited nearly half an hour for another tour guide; they kept swearing there were none (which I hardly believe) and I was pissed off. Finally, my tour took off, which would make me late for dinner – if at all. When we arrived at 42nd Street a downtown tour with ONE person passed us. They could have, if they had any heart, taken the one person off that tour and put them on mine and sent me home!!! There was another tour guide . . .
In the middle of our tour, of course, it began to rain. Our bus had a bottom section; but the bus filled up with tourists and a bunch of us had to sit on top. I was soaked from head to toe and everything underneath!
By the time we came back it was 6:30 pm (dinner was planned for 6:00pm); I was soaked through and needed to go buy dry clothes (pants, undies, socks, everything). I called Christine, and I was sniffly . . . from my endless sneezing today. Since they didn’t want to hold dinner more. It was decided. I went home to get dry clothes I already own.
Bad day, but I did work, hard, for ten hours without a break!
If you have the desire and intention to launch a business, write a screenplay, or build a bridge, invent a better mousetrap, or establish a women’s collective in a Third World country, your thoughts have an outward polarity. The think you hope to manifest is not so much for you as it is an outward expression of something you wish to do or accomplish. Other examples of outward polarity might include creating a beautiful concrete statue and covering it with mosaics for your local community park, establishing an oral history program that links children with senior citizens in your town, starting a new business or nonprofit venture, or even writing a novel or screenplay. Think of these manifestations as your gift to the universe.
Angela Theresa, whatever you focus on, you will experience.
When you talk about “what is” or “what was,” even if you’re just explaining to a friendly ear, you project more of the same into the future. If you ask more than you give thanks, you’ll believe less in your own power. And if you insist that it’s hard and that you’re lonely, you’ll find that it is, and you are.
Yet, always you can choose to focus on what’s good.
This day got away from me, really. In the sense, what I meant to do last night…I had to do today. And really, I didn’t get to it, either.
First, in this awful rain, I had to go to the City Sights office and see my boss, Tim.
He gave me a jacket that once belonged to another Tour Guide. I was hoping for a brand new jacket. Alas, no such luck.
Came home and watched tv, as usual . . . then, finally, a little bit late at night. I did my taxes from a previous year, which have come back to bite my ass. I really need to call some folks.
And then, did have a phone call with the Art Institute…filled out another form and still have two more. This is not going to be an easy week! With work, forms, school, back taxes and Wednesday–memorizing lines. YIKES!
Not thrilled . . . but have to do what one has to do!
Thinking good thoughts instead of dark or evil ones is a way of doing good. When you silently bless others, that is a good thing and good is attracted back into your life. You’ve no doubt heard that phrase, “what goes around comes around.” It comes back to magnetic attraction. When you pray and do good deeds (acts of kindness like putting money in expired parking meter where a stranger’s car is parked, your thoughts and actions bear the fruit of goodness. Consider for a moment what kinds of thoughts and feeling, mental images, words, and deeds are you sending out?What is in your life that you don’t like? What would you change? What do you desire?
>> 365 Ways To Live The Law of Attraction by Meera Lester
It was better today … my weight finally broke a bit to lower than it has been all week. Yet, until it sustains a few days; I cannot trust it.
I had barely any food in the house tonight. And it rained and rained in NYC, thus, I didn’t feel much like going out to shop. Money is a little on the side of testing my law of attraction . . . which means, it’s low. Nevertheless, a friend whom I give free readings all the time is supposed to have sent me a check for a bit of money.
Since I wake up in late afternoon, and go to sleep at the early morning hours . . . it was early evening when I put in my
newly arriveDance Your Pants Off, Richard Simmons video and did just that. It was fun!!!
Before that, due to not wanting to go out in the rain . . . I ordered out lunch/dinner and had my favorite rotisserie chicken(leg/thigh) and white rice from the Italian/Spanish place near the subway exit of the #7 Train(90th Street/Elmhurst Avenue).
Then, when I thought I would go shopping . . . tv got me addicted: Watch COPS and my favorite, AMERICA’S MOST WANTED. I want to work for them, with my gifts. I have this idea, just to do it. Go to the website and email my impressions each week. And give them a note, that for any case that is solved by my psychic tips >> if there’s a reward, I would accept it. Otherwise, if my psychic tips solves a missing person case or whatever; I do not require compensation.
i.e. Tonight they had this case about a 15 or 16-year-old girl who disappeared and then was murdered in 1985. A young man was accused and spent many years in jail for the crime. A group that re-investigates cases where there’s DNA and/or a person continues (even after convicted; particularly on circumstantial evidence) to claim their innocence. Well, the DNA proved this man was NOT the guilty party.
It’s the Kim Simon case, out of Oneida County: A witness, once ignored, said she saw Kim Simon with a group of mostly men who were involved with Satanic cults, etc. out near where her body was found. I was getting immediate pictures from the crime:
A question the police have asked: Another witness saw Kim Simon get in a pick-up truck and it drove off.
Another fact: A jail house informant said that the wrongfully accused man confessed to him. Well, it was later discovered that the informant was one of the five men involved with the Satanic cult.
My pick-ups on the case:
* The driver of the pick-up was either the “jail house” informant, or the “leader” of the Satanic group.
* One of the five (at least, five was mentioned or I have picked this up) is dead, now.
The rest of them, well, two of them now live near-by and I’m feeling one is a minister or high leader in a Christian church.
I am also getting a tie to Tennessee.
Hmmm, I should send this in . . .
Eventually, very late, I braved the rainy weather and went to our 24-hour Associated grocery store for supplies.
Abraham, the Ivory Coast immigrant, who works as security at night . . . once again, asked me out on a date of African food. He wants to buy a car and take me to Harlem for the “date”. I keep telling him, I will ask my boyfriend, if it’s all right.
Abraham is much, much too young for me . . . only 29-years-old or younger (maybe?). He is still living his life as a very young man . . . a bachelor pad (so he tells me) . . . and working at a grocery store as security. Not to sound snobby: I need a more established man, really.
Also, there is not much in common with such a young man and myself. He has no theatre background or strong interests. He does enjoy movies. Otherwise, the many conversation we’ve had is about all the women in our neighborhood, married one’s too, who want him!
That said, every night, I “feel” my life partner holding me and telling me how much he loves me. I tell him, in my mind and flowdreaming, how much I adore him and glad we found one another!
Remember, law of attraction believes what you feelto be true and manifests it!