Psychic Insights: [Real-Life Crimes] Etan Patz — 1979

DISCLAIMER: Yesterday, when I originally posted this story — from the pages of my memories, and my drawings, from some 30-something years of keeping to myself. Well, I contacted Mr. Patz so that if any of the information I picked up years ago would be of interest or ring some sort of bell; I just wanted him to know. This was not wise. I offended him. And I, in no way, wish to add to the pain of the Patz family. They have been living with this tragedy for 30-something years.

Thus, first, my public apology for contacting Mr. Patz. I really should have left him to his privacy. And apologies for anything I published or said that has and/or will offend you.

Mr. Patz (Stan) contacted me, same day, and said he preferred I take down the whole article; and corrected me on information (from my cloudy memory) which I quoted incorrectly.

I wrote him back to let him know, I’d like to keep the article posted and remove the parts that offended him most — the YouTube links bothered him [and I understand why — they have sales ads] and me misquoting him, also understandable.

Mr. Patz informed me there has never been a lead, reference or even a thought of Etan being in Syracuse, NY. So, there you have it — it is just my dreams, impressions that picked up Syracuse.

As a psychic, this case, which happened when I was just a teen [living my high school life far away – Phoenix, AZ], really developed my psychic crime-solving gift. I have only told a few friends about my early images of how Etan Patz was killed, his age at his death and where his body might be.

In those years, I had never been in New York City – my first time would be 1984 – this case moved me. Soon after it was public, I had dreams of being in a car, with other children, on the West Side Highway [at that time I didn’t know it was the West Side Highway, either]. I just dreamt of being on a semi-circular roadway looking through a window at a big city…surrounded by water and bridges. Although, I am not sure it is related to Etan Patz.

One night, all those years ago around 1981 (the year I graduating high school), I had a dream [this was also more recognition of my medium gifts]:

In my dream, I found myself sitting on a ratty old couch in a messy old single room apartment. Sitting beside where about four to six children, boys and girls. When I “awoke” in this drab, dirty room I immediately stood up to face all these children – ages 6 to 12 – and asked them who they were and why they were here. All of them were very silent and had the large hungry eyes of starving children in Third World countries. Their clothes were tattered and their demeanor that of abused children – no tears, just large, sad eyes. Not one of them spoke.

I kept questioning, wondering why no one would answer me. Then, one of them, about 8-years-old, sitting between the other children was familiar to my eyes.

You’re Etan Patz!”

The boy nodded that he was, indeed, Etan.

I looked at the other children and it came to me, “Oh my God, you’re all dead, aren’t you?”

The children nodded.

For whatever reason, they were unable to speak to me out loud. I found they could hear my questions in their mind and would answer with their yes and no head nods.

I looked at Etan and said, “This is where you all are? This apartment?”

Etan gave me the affirmative.

“Can you tell me where ‘this apartment’ is located?”

Etan stood up and walked to the front door. Right beside the door was a light switch. Etan pointed to it and it turned into a moving, virtual reality map – similar to today’s touch screen computers [this was 1981, though] – and I could see maps moving quickly until it landed on New York. Etan pointed at a name on the map. I expected New York City, but it was different.

Etan pointed harder at the name on the map, which I had trouble reading: I didn’t know New York names and places well, at that time, at least. I saw the word Sycamore. Etan disagreed with his head nod.

I asked him, “It sounds like Sycamore, right?”

He seemed disappointed, it was the only way I could read the word,at that time.

“Etan, is your body in this apartment? I want to tell your parents.”

Etan told me no . . . with his head. And again pointed on the light switch. The picture went from the map of this place I was calling Sycamore, NY – like a film. I saw two brick buildings, white, a few stories high, side by side, same size, same look. In front of it were some fields of grass/dirt and one tree [perhaps, a sycamore tree?].

Etan pointed to about the third story window, to show me where this apartment was from the outside of the building. Then, for where his body was, he pointed to the field area, very near the one tree.

I asked him how old he was when he was killed. He was 8-years-old, although he disappeared at age 6. I picked up more information telepathically from Etan and the other children.

The man who killed them lived in the building in which they were [in my dream]. Etan confirmed [in my dream]:

  • Etan was familiar with the man when he intercepted him in New York. 

  • The man abused boys, mostly, yet would hurt girls, too.


I promised to remember the information given when I woke up – I had realized it was a dream.

So, when I woke up, I asked Etan Patz to draw through my hands about all the information.

I have had these drawings for years and was always scared to share it with anyone:

  1. I was a teenager and who would believe me

  2. It would be awful if law enforcement dug up a campus and found nothing just based on my impressions

  3. I would be accused of being an opportunist.

Yesterday, number three happened. Etan’s father thought I was just seeking instant fame and/or God knows what. I’m not, at least, not about this situation. If my impressions can find Etan Patz, fine. And if my impressions do lead to him, I don’t care if they ever say my name or not. As for money, I don’t ask for money for missing children cases; nevertheless, if a reward or business compensation [where businesses are involved] is offered, I would accept monetary compensation should my impressions directly lead to the recovery of a child and/or solving a crime.

>> Yes, I am in the Psychic/Medium business, as well. Since I cannot take on every case, I will help when and where I can [with missing children only]. As I did for the Maine Police Department in finding a missing child (deceased). My name was never mentioned, I never visited Maine or Canada (where I told them they’d find the missing child — and they did), and I have not received one bit of money from that case. << 

Still, this is NOT my goal or purpose in posting or sharing my findings [financial gain or fame — although, I am, with my blog, advertising my gifts for profit]. I am sharing these [drawing and insights] for FREE so a missing child can come home and/or a crime can be solved.

Thus, I kept them [the drawings, psychic impressions & dreams] all these years and now it’s time, with a place (my blog) for me to finally share them.

THE DRAWINGS: They are drawn from a child’s hand, Etan Patz, as I, basically, in 1981, channeled him to draw them for me. I have found, since I have actually helped in a couple of cases with the police in recent years, I can draw pictures based on what I pick up from dead children.

BACK TO THE STORY: Years later, when I moved to New York to attend college (1984) – I learned my mistake with Sycamore. Because I hadn’t heard of it, a friend whom I showed him the drawings, told me it is in Syracuse, NY.

The information from my friend:

  • It is the college campus and the buildings were part of the college there.

  • The room I described, he told me, was what the dorm rooms look like inside.

  • The building was where the staff would live.

The field has since been built-up and I didn’t hear of them finding bodies or remains.

Although, Etan told me he is buried near this building(s). 

My friend told me that these buildings, the original college buildings, were torn down.

It wasn’t the case, though, in 1981, when I drew these pictures.

If these impressions and drawings help solve the crime, I would be glad to work, even anonymously, with anyone out there working on the case.

Coming up, in another blog postings, my drawings from the Jon Benet Ramsey case and the recent case of Lauren Spierer (which I should post next so they can, possibly, find her).

I did contact and they informed me they do not take psychic impressions on cases.

Ethan Patz: Missing Boy Case Reopened 31 Years Later – ABC News

  Train tracks which bisect the city are two blocks from the dorms.

Even though this is a house, it is sort of how I saw the building(s) in my dream. This photograph and the above caption was taken in Syracuse, NY.






The other photo, from Syracuse, NY (near the dorms) is a pretty good image of the field I saw where the children are buried [should my dream have any truth in it]. I saw only one tree and remember, my dream took place in 1981.

22 thoughts on “Psychic Insights: [Real-Life Crimes] Etan Patz — 1979

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  2. Dear Angela,

    I am an artist from the netherlands , in May, a week bevore they reopent the Etan Patz case i did send new information to this police and to the father of Etan.
    i saw resambles with one of his sculptures of a boy between 8 and 11 years old, found near Orange County in 1998.I know it seems impossible because Etan dissapeared in 1979.
    But the remains found wheir probebly that old, they couldent tell for sure.
    I want to show you the picture i made of Etan next to a picture of the sculpture made by the famous Frank Bender: the resambles wheir to much to ignore.
    I did read your story and i think they make a big mistake by not using your information.
    The building thats no longer there could be the reason that the body of Etan was found near Orange County, maybe they dumpt it there ofter discovering him.
    I believe they kept him away for years, please have a look at the pictures and let me know what you think.



    1. Yes, I see what you mean! Nevertheless, my thought is, they probably did DNA testing to see if John Doe is Etan Patz. At least, that’s what I would assume. Not sure, though.


      1. No, they did not do a DNA test, i did talk to Mr.Patz and he told me this wass’nT relevant
        anymore.He saw no resambles and a DNA test was not an option for him,at this moment.
        Thats whats bothering me though, he saw no resambles while every one els told me
        it could be him.If the police would have taken a DNA test, it wouldend be a problem to
        let me know if i was wrong or right and im sure the father would know about it.

        I did ask him why he would want to miss this chance to find out for sure, and do a DNA test,
        He gave me no answer yet, i think its akward that the reopen’t this case and seem to make no progress att all. The only way for the police to tell i’m wrong, will be by showing the DNA outcome.I dont understand why parents dont take every oppertunity to find out what happent.
        i have no good feeling about hat, thats why i will put this picture everywhere on the internet
        to get people to respond to this.They claime to wanna find out, but the reality tells me
        something differend.If this happent to my child i would embrase this.

        Lets keep in touch and see what we can do together, its nice to meet you Angela.


  3. Dear Antonia,
    Well, I will not judge Mr. Patz…it has been over 30 years of grief and false leads. We do not know the anguish he suffers, or how many crazy people have contacted him and his wife all these years. People can be very greedy, say awful things. I received a letter from Mr. Patz (email) and I felt pain from his short note and heard (in what he didn’t say) that he has been bombarded with many who say they “know” where his son is, including one who posted she dreamt he was in Brazil, or something and even contacted Oprah Winfrey about it! She sounded nutty to me.


  4. I agree on that Angela, we dont know what realy happent.I feel for this family
    and hope that they will consider a Dna test. I bet a lot of nutcase’s did contact him
    and that must of been very painfull.You never wanna judge a father that lost his child,
    but you have to keep in mind that most of the time in other simular case’s,
    the parents or reletive’s wheir involved. I worked with Mr.Bender on a dutch case
    he gave me his help in an old missingcase of a girl i knew very well.Its a long story
    but i found out that this family is involved. I have made a movie on behalve of Mr.Bender
    search for – Germa van den Boom- search on You Tube,you will find it.
    I still work on this case but the police refuses to do anything.
    I have a strong intuition that guide’s me ,allthough i never had the idea to end upp in the middle
    of a few murders. Like you said, my name issen’t important either, but that they do something with
    your and my information is.


  5. Yes, Mr. Patz and his wife have been put through the ringer and back…they were one of the first high profile cases and have been accused, investigated and searched to exhaustion. Really, it is the police who should investigate any and all leads — not the Patz family. If the police do not wish to further investigate, then, they don’t want to know.


  6. If newspapers write that the police reopend this case, that meens they do want too know.
    Otherwise why bother? Besides the police must do there job and have no right to deside
    no further to investigate ,while they just reopend this case to solve it -as they say-.
    When there is a good reason for a DNA test-and i believe there is- then they sould take
    this chance, not ignore it.That counts for the parents too, they have finaly a chance too find out if this could be Etan afther all those years, that can be proven by a simple test.
    It realy wont hurt them and why sould’nd they? The resamblance is amazing ,this is not information you can describe as wurthless.I am aware of the pain that this family went true, but afther 31 years
    i think that pain eased enaugh to handle one more tip. that could lead to the truth.


  7. I feel if you truly believe in your psychic predictions and dreams, you’d go out of your way to find the missing person or their remains yourself. You should have to prove yourself as a psychic/channeler/etc. before being believed.

    But..instead you choose to blog about it, call Etan’s family to tell them of your dreams, and not take any action upon yourself to find out if what you dreamed is just a delusion or not. This is the problem with many psychics who claim this or that happened to a person. It’s so easy to claim anything as most children are never found again.


    1. We’re gonna have a talk, Stanley! First off, you’re stupid . . . I have proven my gifts over and over again with clients and the police department. I don’t spread that around — my clients privacy is of utmost importance; although some choose to talk about it. Watch my freaking video on YouTube!

      Secondly, fool! I cannot afford to “investigate” anything — I have to eat, go to work, pay my rent, pay my bills. It’s not like I’m rich!

      And, the obvious; 1) I am NOT a police officer, 2) it’s illegal to dig up campuses of colleges, 3) I don’t know how to find bones of dead people underground as I do not a) have cadavier sniffing dogs at my disposal, 2) I am not trained and as I stated before. You want to pay for my transportation, apply for licenses to get me access to trucks to dig up a campus or tear down a building?! WTF? And my bail if I am arrested for trying to dig up campuses. Did you read where I think the body is?

      That’s the problem with people like you. You think a psychic is a police officer! We’re not. We’re people with gifts. If the police department and the family say “shut up” and “go away” — we have to obey the laws; at least, to a certain degree.

      And finally, you think I just blog? I have been giving accurate readings to hundreds of people since I was 4-years-old and I am in my 40s now! So, I have PROVED myself as a psychic and medium. I do not channel — never said I did. I hear and see spirits, yes; still, I am here, I do not leave. Thus, I do not trance channel.


  8. This is incredible read. I know that you said you only take missing children cases, but would you possibly make an exception for a missing police officer?


    1. I might tell you what I pick up. Nevertheless, a full reading and details — for free. I cannot. I am sure the police are investigating and finding answers. I just was hired for three jobs and will be spending 70-hour work weeks. Thus, no time to take on anything for free. I have struggling — like most of America — to survive in this economy. I am happy to take on a regular job for a few months and try to catch up.


  9. I know you were young when you had the dreams about Etan, but I was wondering if you ever picked up on a child sex slave ring run by pedophiles being involved in his kidnapping? When I first heard about this case on the news today, I instantly thought about Johnny Gosch’s disappearance.


    1. Yes, it occured to me, years later, as, in my hometown [Phoenix, AZ] — a young paperboy was kidnapped; it was believed he was sold into the child sex ring. December 8, 1985: Brian Blyle of Phoenix, Arizona.

      When I was that young, though. I knew there was sexual abuse. Not sure, though, if there was money involved. I think the man who did it was just sick and it was for personal pleasure. At least, that was my vision of this case.


  10. Hi Angela:

    I was very intriqued by Etan’s case back in 1999-and asked a pyschic who was responsible. The pyschic stated that Etan had died a long time ago and came up with the name EMIL HAMILTON

    if you scramble MILLER you can see EMIL

    OTHNEIL and HAMIL ryhyme

    that really creeps me out.

    as you noted in your dream journals-the man in question hurts boys and girls-as Othneil Miller did rape a girl, while Ramos did not have any female victims.


  11. Excellent blog. It’s Shyla from Facebook/Twitter. I feel inside that both you and the lady who runs the “Forensic Astrology” blog are both picking up on accurate info and are closer to the mark than most anyone else has come.

    Both your blogs honestly give me the creeps more than anything else I’ve read about Etan. I really hope they solve this sooner or later.


    1. Yes, I wish they would get the right guy . . . they seem to be grabbing the first person they can. This current man, who has mental illness . . . I don’t know, it feels like he is just saying this. I don’t feel he even knew the child. I still do not feel the child died that day. He lived awhile.


      1. Awhile, as in… a couple more years? That’s sad. Do you really think they’d find something in Syracuse then? At this point, they may as well listen to you! What have they got to lose? The current guy’s story about putting him in a garbage bag and dumping him in the trash sounds far-fetched or made up to me.

        Well, if there’s anything to a mother’s instinct, Julia Patz could have been right in the small interview clip I saw from 1981 where she said she believed that he was still alive. That puts his death sometime between October 9, 1980 and October 8, 1981 then.

        And what about all the other children?? Where did THEY come from? So sad.


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